"You will miss him no matter
how nicely or how badly he
treated you and no matter
how long or how little you
had him you will miss
him and you will want him
to be the one that comforts
you and you will want to know
why he did this to you and you
will scream at the world and be
angry even at the flowers that
grow from the soil of the earth
and you will collapse on the floor
like a leaf falling from its tree and
you will feel lost like a tourist in a
foreign city and you will feel so
numb that you will have to check
if your heart is even beating and
I am not going to sugarcoat it for
you and I am not going to tell you
that he will come back and lift you
out of your grave because the truth
is you will have to stitch your body
back together and you will have
to be the one that cleans the
waterfall of tears that have
splashed your cheeks and no
matter how much you wish
for him to come back you will
have to learn that most stars
are already dead in light-years
and you have to be the one
that fixes your own gears of
your contraption because
you are the only one that can
swim when you are drowning
in your own blood."

You will miss him. (via dollpoetry)

(via imsofakingc00l)

"You think ‘Okay, I get it, I’m prepared for the worst,’ but you hold out that small hope, see, and that’s what fucks you up. That’s what kills you."

"I’ve been hurt so bad and I still love so hard. I admire my heart for that."

Alexandra Elle, Words from a Wanderer (via thelittleyellowdiary)

(Source: mourningmelody, via beauty-and-a-blog)

"If flowers can
teach themselves

how to bloom after
winter passes,
so can you."

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sickestswag:

You know you’re better than this. You have gone through worse and you will get better. This is just a minor stepping stone to all the great things you are waiting to accomplish. Who is he? Sure, you love him. He makes you happy, but he makes you cry more. Think of the smiles. Now multiply that by…